I always play this song when i almost start to give up. . .^^

Teringat masa kecilku kau peluk dan kau manja
Indahnya saat itu buatku melambung
Disisimu terngiang hangat napas segar harum tubuhmu
Kau tuturkan segala mimpi-mimpi serta harapanmu

Kau inginku menjadi yang terbaik bagimu
Patuhi perintahmu jauhkan godaan
Yang mungkin ku lakukan dalam waktu ku beranjak dewasa
Jangan sampai membuatku terbelenggu jatuh dan terinjak

Reff:
Tuhan tolonglah sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya
Ku terus berjanji tak kan khianati pintanya
Ayah dengarlah betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu
Kan ku buktikan ku mampu penuh maumu

Andaikan detik itu kan bergulir kembali
Ku rindukan suasana basuh jiwaku
Membahagiakan aku yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu
Tuk wujudkan segala sesuatu yang pernah terlewati. . .

(Yang Terbaik Bagimu - ADA Band)

because dad always try to give his best. . .
makasih bapak. . . I love youuuu^^

Dedicated to my only one. . .

I knew him 3 years ago, I don't know what exactly happened till we decided to be together.
He's just an ordinary boy, with all of his silly and clumsy behaviour.
I never supposed that he's the one who would be the first.
By the time we passed, I could know him undifficultly. it felt like I knew him since a long time ago whereas it was just several weeks.

I love the way he looked at me, I love the way he actd so clumsy when he met me at first time, I love the way he said that he worried about me, I love the way he held my hand when we were crossing the street, i love the way he said sorry, i love the way he smiled, i love the way he said "it will be alright",
i love the way he slept when accompanied me before the course, i love the way he waited me accross the road and took me home every afternoon, i love the way he said "i can't be quiet if you go home alone" in fact there's noone would kidnap me,
i love the way he stroke my hair softly when i did something stupid, i love the way he laughed, i love the way he phoned me at midnight, i love the way he accompanied me under my umbrella, i love the way he proud of me, i love the way he said “where are you? Is there no apologize after make me so worry?”,
i love the way he run into me catched my hand said "listen to me!", i love the way he calmed me down patiently, i love the way he said “don’t go anywhere, i’ll get there in 5 minute”, i love the way he listened all of my stories without boredom, i love the way he became jealous, i love the way he asked "are you happy?" and his smile when I nodded, i love the way he did physics matter,
i love the way he tought me lesson that i didn't like it most, i love the way he said "we can invite this perfectly", i love the way he mention sun and rainbow when i asked what kinda thing i am, i love the way he said "could we be stay like this endlessly?", i love the way he waited me near my home in the night i made my phone inactive, i love the way he said "please slap me if you still feel that hurt" that made me crying suddenly, i love the way he protected me, i love the way he said "wait me, someday i'll go your home for bringing you to our own life". . .
he's the one who make me hold out. . .he's the one who make me comfort for being who i really am.

I love you, Boby Adi Pratama. May اَللّهُ Allah bless our way for being together someday. Amin. . . ^^


because you are as sweet as my teddy bear. . . =p

(being written year/s ago. . . but this feeling is still the same)

heyya!!! i'm back!!!

Hell yeah!!!
finally I get this time. . . Long time no writing here.
My life was so full of emptiness. LOL
As if i'm kinda truly busy activist. . .
But, yeah, that's fact.
Actually 3rd semester is not as busy as the previous ones.
It's trully, hum. . . Fun (is this appropriate to describe it?)
But, the package lecture has started from now on!
So, I've got DSP for 6 weeks, include UTS and UAS in it.
And this is my 6th week. Pray for me for UAS next Friday ya. . .

This week I've got so many trouble. . .
That's afwul, and sooo painfull of course.
It started when my practical lecture began. We practice about dental impression.
It means, we must mold friend's dens and oral cavity. . . with or without handscoon. Eww. .
But for me, it's not disgusting entirely =D
This is the steps: the patient be relaxed by massaging the jaw,
put the tray into the oral cavity and pull one of the lips' seam.
Oh, God! That so painful! When the iron tray (which quite sharp) shoved my lips.
It's so painfull when I open my mouth, especially in the morning.
Aaaarghh!!! And, that time my wisdom tooth got eruption. Woogh. . .
That drove me to tougue ulcer (and it was in the end of tongue), and my bucal was injured too. . .
T.T
I cried all day and night (not such excessive anyway).
I can't speak, eat, and laugh well.
That's pathetic >.<
Hope I can get well sooooooon ya everyone^^
I've just made a fruit stock for a week, so I don't get missing of vitamin C supplement.

Sunday, I must be molded by my friend. I'll be fine. Hopefully. . .
And I wish I can get a better value. Amin

On my peach carpet
(10.10.10)



this is my photo after sell flowers for danus. . .
I couldn't get enough buyers, so. . . I'll take it myself.
=D